This is my first post about this group, and finally I am telling the world, I am an EXO-L. Never thought I'd fall this deep into korean, but I am, so why don't I enjoy it?
It's May 22th, and our leader, Kim Junmyeon aka Suho is having a birthday today. Chanyeol even posted a birthday party pic on his IG and everyone showed up except Yixing. Damn I miss him but I can't do anything:( this is an unrelatable post, I'll just keep going.
Everytime I like an idol, korean or american, on their birthday, we supposed to feel happy for him, but I don't. I always feel sad. It is not because I can't say happy birthday to him, it's because I can't say how thankful I am to him. I feel like living as a superstar is really hard. They gave up their free lives, they can't even show up in public as usual. They can't read social media freely without finding a single insult. They need to act as procedure, or else they will find their consequences. It is ok as lomg as they are happy, but that's the problem. No one knows they are either happy or not. I can't ask them directly, and I can't tell them I am supporting them, and I can't say there are alot of people feeling thankful to them. That's what I am sad about. They had a really tough life, but I can't do anything. Sometimes, sometimes I wish I know them in person, and they are not this famous, but having the same attitude. But then I remember, I won't even know them if they're not famous, as same as they don't even know me.
But still, I'm so grateful I know you, and thank you for your hardwork until this day. Keep your chin up, you look good smiling. 상일촉해 사랑해 는 오리 리다 김존면💕
