It finally ends. We are going home. A 2 month study in Japan is finally done. I still can't believe it, yet I am already on the bus, going to the airport. The kind driver stopped at rest area, and told us to buy souvenirs and presents as we are going home. I already bought mine, but I went instead because I was hungry.
I saw a Korean restaurant, and I was talking to myself
'yes! I have been craving those for yearssss!!'
And I went in. It was packed, as I can see no chairs was available. But in the corner I saw Chanyeol, Kyungsoo and their manager sitting in one table, with one chair available. Yes, they went to the same study tour with us. With me. I never say to them I like them because I don't want things to become awkward and I can't be near them. They had their difficulties as an idol, and I don't want to add more. But this time, it is the last. I won't see them anymore. And in reality, I am so hungry and I can't find other seats. So I tell myself 'you have to be brave' and I asked Chanyeol.
"Can I sit here with you all?"
"Oh sure go ahead, but Kyungsoo and manager hyung is at the toilet, so you can sit here", he replies.
"Thank you."
I was partying in my head. I was sitting beside Chanyeol! The Chanyeol! But my party went off when the waiters come with menu. I even struggled with ordering because I was really nervous. But I think Chanyeol doesn't care. Because he just focused with his meal.
Finally Kyungsoo and manager hyung came back. They didn't say a word, just a single smile they gave to me. It was so awkward. They just focus at their food, while I can't do anything and I don't know what to do because my food hasn't ready. The awkwardness is finally gone when Chanyeol stands up from his chair and go out, I didn't remember what he said but I think he was going to buy some souvenirs. So I sat in a chair next to Kyungsoo, and if Kyungsoo wants to go, I need to stand up first to give him the way. Actually the three of us sat in a long chair together, but Chanyeol is tall so he can go out by himself, but Kyungsoo can't. I had a battle in my mind, whether I asked Kyungsoo does he want to go out too or stay silent and let him sit next to me longer. But my kind brain says I need to ask him.
"Do you want to go too?"
"Yes please"
And with a heavy heart, I stand up and give him the way. And as I watch their backs, I was thinking 'this is my only time with them, yet they just went without saying anything. I really want to be close to them, but as now, I can't even say anything. Maybe it's just better to like them from the screen.'
As I was thinking my food arrived, and I just lost my appetite. I was eating slowly, when suddenly manager hyung said to me
"You are really a wife material!"
Wait. What. Oh I forgot he still here. He hasn't done with his food, and I don't know his reason but he was still here, when Chanyeol and Kyungsoo has gone. I didn't even notice him because I was feeling sad thinking about what just happened. And his sentences woke me up.
"What do you mean by that? I don't think you are saying things right.." I asked jokingly.
"Your sentences in group chats! People are saying greetings, but you...you were different! That's when I know you are a wife material!" He explains.
I started to think, what chat did he refer to. I don't think my sentences explains things, I just said greetings, as we are going home soon. But I don't know how my chats were describing me as a wife material??? How is that possible????
And I woke up.
Ps. So maybe you realised this is my dream. When I started to like exo, I often dreamt about them. And I am used to write about my dream, because it is so fun to read later. So I was thinking maybe I should share it. It was fun yet dreams have no point and the plots are random. It is just a glimpse of what we were thinking, and mixed with what we have done. No point. No hopes. Yet so fun to readπ
Friday, June 16, 2017
Wednesday, June 14, 2017
Character readings.....sort of. ep 2
Hi. I was thinking earlier, I am new to this world, people already know them by their own character, real or not, so you are so lateeeee. But this is not for someone who already knows them. This is for everyone who doesn't even know what is exo. And I have more members to go. Let's start!
4. Chen aka jongdae
His loud whiny voice maybe annoy you at first, but it geta cute by time. The ultimate 'WHAEEEEE' is only can be done by jongdae. So exo has a wild-variety-comedy member, and he is one of them. Basically exo is a variety based boyband LMAO but they have three people as leaders. Jongdae is one of them. He really like when people are complement him on things he worked hard to reach. I think he used to be a shy kid, but somehow he met the right people at the right time and he turns put to be like this. Oh and he used to hate suho for his dad jokes, but now I think he tried to tolerates him.
5. Chanyeol
OUR HAPPY VIRUS!!!! Comedy member. He got on so many tv shows, that's how we know he is a really easy going person. He can join any environment laid ahead him. And he will be the one who always makes things brighter. He has a really big heart. I forgot the acc but someone tweeted like this 'chanyeol thinks that he is small, but he has a big heart so his body got this large' or something like this. And it's trueeeee. He really is a boyfriend material lol. God if I can't have kyungsoo then chanyeol is ok too.
6. Baekhyun
Everyone knows him. The chatty one. The comedy one. The leader of comedy member lol. Everyone wants to bully him. If it is baekhyun then it is ok for me to bully. Lololol he's just so cutee! I really like his personality. He really likes to give comment on things and make jokes and we really need this kind of person in our life. I think there are no hidden intention on this, he is just a chatty person. I think if he doesn't sing, he will be a good MC. Oh and did I mention his voice is the bomb?
This article is turning into something else lololol it's not a character reading it's an explanation about each member lmao what have I done. But it is based on each member, there are people whom we will immediately know what kind of person he is, some need explanation. And hey, this is my blog you can't control me.
Lmao jk I need you! wait for my next post!
4. Chen aka jongdae
His loud whiny voice maybe annoy you at first, but it geta cute by time. The ultimate 'WHAEEEEE' is only can be done by jongdae. So exo has a wild-variety-comedy member, and he is one of them. Basically exo is a variety based boyband LMAO but they have three people as leaders. Jongdae is one of them. He really like when people are complement him on things he worked hard to reach. I think he used to be a shy kid, but somehow he met the right people at the right time and he turns put to be like this. Oh and he used to hate suho for his dad jokes, but now I think he tried to tolerates him.
5. Chanyeol
OUR HAPPY VIRUS!!!! Comedy member. He got on so many tv shows, that's how we know he is a really easy going person. He can join any environment laid ahead him. And he will be the one who always makes things brighter. He has a really big heart. I forgot the acc but someone tweeted like this 'chanyeol thinks that he is small, but he has a big heart so his body got this large' or something like this. And it's trueeeee. He really is a boyfriend material lol. God if I can't have kyungsoo then chanyeol is ok too.
6. Baekhyun
Everyone knows him. The chatty one. The comedy one. The leader of comedy member lol. Everyone wants to bully him. If it is baekhyun then it is ok for me to bully. Lololol he's just so cutee! I really like his personality. He really likes to give comment on things and make jokes and we really need this kind of person in our life. I think there are no hidden intention on this, he is just a chatty person. I think if he doesn't sing, he will be a good MC. Oh and did I mention his voice is the bomb?
This article is turning into something else lololol it's not a character reading it's an explanation about each member lmao what have I done. But it is based on each member, there are people whom we will immediately know what kind of person he is, some need explanation. And hey, this is my blog you can't control me.
Lmao jk I need you! wait for my next post!
Sunday, June 11, 2017
Character readings ep. 1
hello. About to write k-pop related again. Just hit the close if you have had enough lol jk stay please I need reader.
Having an idol from south korea is really different than another country. You get to see their 'true' self behind the scenes, like on a variety shows or reality shows. They maybe scripted, but I think sometimes they act like they usually do in real life. Seeing (and analysing) this, I've conclusion on exo, they have their own characters based on what they show on (beside performing) and off stage. This is purely my own subjective opinion, so you can either agree or not. But I'm sure you are in the same ship with me on this one, exo-ls.
I was about to write this on full english but some words are better said in indonesian, so I'll mix it. So suho oppa if you see this then well contact me for translation ok? Ok.
1. Lay aka yixing
He's pure af! Sometimes at interviews or shows he was so quite like he didn't give that much attention, or he doesn't laugh when other people laugh, so he looks like a songong person. But naaaah this one is totally wrong. He just doesn't get it. Or maybe just about to comprehend what others are saying. I saw a lot of MCs are bullying him because he looked like he doesn't like to be treated like that, or he looked so songong. His face is like that thooooo. Stop bullying him pleaseeee omo. I think he's really sweet, and really care with others members. seeing that he is the only chinese member left, I feel like we need to encourage him more. He is just a pure hearted man with songong face, but talented af and likes dolls. Oh, and receh. Trust me.
2. D.O aka kyungsoo
I really like to call him kyungsoo rather dan D.O bcs idk it just fits him better. He is really hard to read, I also have difficulties on explaining what about him, but I'll try. He's not that easy to show his feelings, like there are times he just sit still when other members are rollin on the floor laughing. Maybe he doesn't find it that funny, idk what's going on in his mind. But it doesn't mean he's bad thoooo. He also has a really pure heart, but not soft (i guess?). He likes to hit other members, but I think that's what's lovable from him. We need that kind of person in our life, the one who will just throw punches at us, and tell us if we do wrong straight on face. He is also talented in acting, I can see him on different genres in the future. Having a lot of actor friends also prove that he is not as bad as he looks, you just need to know him deeper. Maybe word 'manly' fits him, but for me it just doesn't work. He's my sweet smol heart shaped lips creature. He is not manly for me, and only me. I really love this smol creature. God if I can't have him then can You give me the one that's like him? Thank you.
3. Suho aka junmyeon
At first I like to call him junmyeon (bcs he said he likes girls who calls him that) but I like to call him suho, because he really is a suho or guardian. Being a leader is really hard, I can see it, people can see it. Even though being a boyband leader doesn't need to fullfill people expectations (like corporate leader for example) but he still need to to work harder than others. He needs to be the one who starts everthing, the one who knows everything, the one who thinks more than other member. Being a trainee for 7 years is a hard work too, I know you guys can see it. It's worth, it is, but it doesn't mean it is not hard. Sometimes I just want to say all the thank you's to him, just so he knows that he did work hard and we are thankful of that. But seeing how garing and jayus he is, stops me. I think being garing is one of his trials to get closer to other members, but cmon it's been five years isn't it? I just know you exo this past months but seeing all of your jayusness, it's really cringy. It's ok tho you are still our cute bunny and strong guardian with damn so good voice and beautiful face.
That's three, six more to go.
Or should I do ot12? hmm θγγ¦γγΎγ。
Having an idol from south korea is really different than another country. You get to see their 'true' self behind the scenes, like on a variety shows or reality shows. They maybe scripted, but I think sometimes they act like they usually do in real life. Seeing (and analysing) this, I've conclusion on exo, they have their own characters based on what they show on (beside performing) and off stage. This is purely my own subjective opinion, so you can either agree or not. But I'm sure you are in the same ship with me on this one, exo-ls.
I was about to write this on full english but some words are better said in indonesian, so I'll mix it. So suho oppa if you see this then well contact me for translation ok? Ok.
1. Lay aka yixing
He's pure af! Sometimes at interviews or shows he was so quite like he didn't give that much attention, or he doesn't laugh when other people laugh, so he looks like a songong person. But naaaah this one is totally wrong. He just doesn't get it. Or maybe just about to comprehend what others are saying. I saw a lot of MCs are bullying him because he looked like he doesn't like to be treated like that, or he looked so songong. His face is like that thooooo. Stop bullying him pleaseeee omo. I think he's really sweet, and really care with others members. seeing that he is the only chinese member left, I feel like we need to encourage him more. He is just a pure hearted man with songong face, but talented af and likes dolls. Oh, and receh. Trust me.
2. D.O aka kyungsoo
I really like to call him kyungsoo rather dan D.O bcs idk it just fits him better. He is really hard to read, I also have difficulties on explaining what about him, but I'll try. He's not that easy to show his feelings, like there are times he just sit still when other members are rollin on the floor laughing. Maybe he doesn't find it that funny, idk what's going on in his mind. But it doesn't mean he's bad thoooo. He also has a really pure heart, but not soft (i guess?). He likes to hit other members, but I think that's what's lovable from him. We need that kind of person in our life, the one who will just throw punches at us, and tell us if we do wrong straight on face. He is also talented in acting, I can see him on different genres in the future. Having a lot of actor friends also prove that he is not as bad as he looks, you just need to know him deeper. Maybe word 'manly' fits him, but for me it just doesn't work. He's my sweet smol heart shaped lips creature. He is not manly for me, and only me. I really love this smol creature. God if I can't have him then can You give me the one that's like him? Thank you.
3. Suho aka junmyeon
At first I like to call him junmyeon (bcs he said he likes girls who calls him that) but I like to call him suho, because he really is a suho or guardian. Being a leader is really hard, I can see it, people can see it. Even though being a boyband leader doesn't need to fullfill people expectations (like corporate leader for example) but he still need to to work harder than others. He needs to be the one who starts everthing, the one who knows everything, the one who thinks more than other member. Being a trainee for 7 years is a hard work too, I know you guys can see it. It's worth, it is, but it doesn't mean it is not hard. Sometimes I just want to say all the thank you's to him, just so he knows that he did work hard and we are thankful of that. But seeing how garing and jayus he is, stops me. I think being garing is one of his trials to get closer to other members, but cmon it's been five years isn't it? I just know you exo this past months but seeing all of your jayusness, it's really cringy. It's ok tho you are still our cute bunny and strong guardian with damn so good voice and beautiful face.
That's three, six more to go.
Or should I do ot12? hmm θγγ¦γγΎγ。
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